Shocked to see how long since I posted. What have I been doing?
Found a comment this morning on my post about death in July. Funny thing about my original post was it all started when a close friend sent me a goodbye email. Being the marhsmellow I can be around bad news. Completely broke down as I read she had cancer and was only expected to live three months. Contacted her immediately, she was one of the few women that helped me learn the art of reborning. Along the way we became friends. So, as I read this mornings comment by anonymous immediately thought of my friend. Eventually, that lead to my thoughts of my dad who although wasn't the nicest person in the world his death still very vivid in my mind. He also died from cancer his evolution into the inevitable ripped threw me like nothing else I had ever experience. Realized then I would never get over it. Years later, I find the one thing I was glad to have experienced was the last glimmer of the person that threw many trials and tribulations contributed to the woman I eventually became. His only concern during his last hours where that I was financially secure and happy. To this day when I think of him my eyes tear over.
Now breaking away from death, The rest of my week will be writing for nano dealing with 2 doll orders. I must say the friends that catch me on IM have been incredibly understanding and rarely pop in since they understand how crazy I am when I am writing. A big thank you to all of you guys. Catch you on cyber world.....
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