Tuesday ...............July 28, 2009

Still working on the custom order dolls. So, not really taking phone calls returning emails primarily. When I finish the two dolls I will let you know. Not really answering the yahoo messenger miss most of the pop ups since I am working away from the computer. See you soon

Sunday..............

Hey everyone sorry I have started ditching calls again. Got off track on my latest novel so really affects my mood. Anyway, this week I won't be working on the computer as much. I have two custom orders to finish one has to be shipped by the 30th of July. Needless to say installing the hair one strand at a time takes a few days. I use expensive mohair at $40 dollars an ounce very thin soft hair. I will try my best to keep in touch. Nothing else is going on thankfully. Talk with you soon, have a great evening.

M

Death

Death
Coming to terms with death not my best subject. What is it about death? The finality of the culmination of a persons life or something else? Maybe its that nothing really matters what and who you are evaporates as you pass on. So, who really deals with death? The friends of those that have to deal with the mourning period. Dreadful for the living. When I buried my father the attendant said why bother spending a lot of money on the burial its not going to affect the deceased is it? Detachment from death shocked and electrified me. Just another phase in life what the hell we are here for a brief point in time. Why try to be the best you can be its ending anyway. What will you leave when you die?

Abnormal............

Arms curled around my shivering body watched in awe the body emerging from the turbulent black waters god like in his stance. Dare not breath his strong swift strides sliced threw the water. Inhaling gently his head snapped back too late dark sockets pierced the night. Strong strides changed direction main target in sight swung himself over the rocks separating me from the ocean. Unable to move stared with impending doom strong arms grasped mine brutally, sneer on his lips sunk his teeth into the side of my neck. His touch scorched my skin not unlike a burn. Dropped viciously at his feet beckoned me to follow him. Touched the bite mark pearl like welt formed rapidly under my exploration. Come here he barked. Adrenaline raced threw me flying from the rocks sped down the length of the isolated beach. Fierce grip encircled my ankles pulling them swiftly behind me hit the sand one fast thud. Strong arms unceremoniously threw me over his shoulder back in the direction of the rocks.
Barely conscious as we approached a dark alley felt my self hit the side of a hard cold surface. Hot fingers probed my body pushing my clothing aside struggling was futile frozen in some catatonic state. Shudders raged threw my body hot water washed over me demanding I wake up. Conscious of his anger futile movements pushed the beast to shake me violently. Screams escaped my soar cracked lips. Stay awake he barked or I will kill you. Leaning against the nearest wall took in his dark shape strange looked human but the strength and bite marks challenged that assumption. What are you spoke barely audible? Sneer marred his handsome features the devil he laughed maliciously. No please tell me? Turned to face me his eyes took on an eerie blue color not human and you won’t be either if you stay awake. We leave at dawn back to the water he barked by my ear stay awake or he grinned a cruel glimmer jumped in his eyes.
I concentrated on his movements to keep me awake. What is your name? Avoiding his electric blue eyes said Adair. Unusual name he mused pulling open a door light blazed out revealing cylindrical chamber. Stepped into the chamber light engulfed him. Don’t fall asleep he warned as the capsule closed shut leaving me alone on the dark cold surface. Unable to move concentrated on his warning.

Simply Sunday

Joined several google groups so incredibly fun to read what people are posting. Twitter has been very amusing tool, takes my mind off the novel. Other than reading and writting have done nothing else, so lazy this weekend. Fine with that rarely do this, its summer! Hope to go visit friends and family in San Francisco. Visiting Alcatraz, love that place hope the weather holds out.

M

Ideas..........

Publishing ideas are bouncing around in my head. Not interested in self publications, would love to try to shop the novel around. Did join Writers Market.com, need to find more writers. Joined a few other sites but they have been a big dissappointment.

Thinking about the different writing styles, was drawn to Stephen King's novels. Seen several of his movies just have to sit down read the books, looking for some inspiration for a mystery novel. Sense this one will be a hard book to write. My other two books were funny light hearted so much like me, a breeze to write. Must have been my mood at the time.

M