Friday

I forgot there was 31 days this month. Well I did finish the custom order doll and its gone. Need to get back to the writing this week since I finished the order. Would love to finish the novel by the middle of August so I can start on Abnormal the sci-fi work.

Tuesday ...............July 28, 2009

Still working on the custom order dolls. So, not really taking phone calls returning emails primarily. When I finish the two dolls I will let you know. Not really answering the yahoo messenger miss most of the pop ups since I am working away from the computer. See you soon

Sunday..............

Hey everyone sorry I have started ditching calls again. Got off track on my latest novel so really affects my mood. Anyway, this week I won't be working on the computer as much. I have two custom orders to finish one has to be shipped by the 30th of July. Needless to say installing the hair one strand at a time takes a few days. I use expensive mohair at $40 dollars an ounce very thin soft hair. I will try my best to keep in touch. Nothing else is going on thankfully. Talk with you soon, have a great evening.

M

Death

Death
Coming to terms with death not my best subject. What is it about death? The finality of the culmination of a persons life or something else? Maybe its that nothing really matters what and who you are evaporates as you pass on. So, who really deals with death? The friends of those that have to deal with the mourning period. Dreadful for the living. When I buried my father the attendant said why bother spending a lot of money on the burial its not going to affect the deceased is it? Detachment from death shocked and electrified me. Just another phase in life what the hell we are here for a brief point in time. Why try to be the best you can be its ending anyway. What will you leave when you die?